Saturday, July 30, 2011

missing something

Though how hard you try and how far you go.you always miss that someone special . though you pretend that you are happy and going good but its just that there is always something deep inside your heart that keeps poking you all the time and especially sometimes when you are alone and listening to some classic track..

This post i am writing after a long time and its only because after so many days that cold hardcore layer got off from my heart while i was listening to "here without you baby-3 doors down".superb song..just too good.

What i have seen is love strikes us exactly at the time when we don't need it and it leaves us when we are addicted to it and its not the end of the story my friend slowly and steadily when you gain your senses when you are starting to build walls around your heart and just exactly when the construction is about to finish such songs and memories leads to the debacle of those walls..bull shit..and again you get back to those memories.and many a times it hurts you

But i guess whatever happens it happens for a reason.you can control your mind but not your heart for sure.these memories stays forever within your heart and all you could do is just smile at those and say it to yourself.."ah at least i got to know myself that i can love someone so much,can really care for someone more than me,i am not selfish i am a lover and at the end its destiny which separated us .".

and now after writing this i am so much relaxed but for me there are just 4 words--"tears dried ,heart died"..